Every different J

这些是我人生中，渡过最开心的时光的其中一个地方, 是我发现不同的自己的地方，是我永远不可能忘记的地方：剑桥。

This is the place, where I found so many happiness, the place that I've discovered different J, the place where I will never forget: Cambridge.

以下是我的片片回忆。。一次次的开心，感动。。

These are all memories I had.... 

我是我，独特个体，不像任何人也不能被任何人取代。。

I am who I am, special, can never replace by anyone.

我不太会形容自己，因为没有特定的形容词可以一次形容我的个性，因为我百变。我对未来和个人想法可以很成熟，但是我可以很幼稚的蹲在路旁和小狗讲话。我可以很活泼，一直乱动奔跑像只马，也可以整整一个星期窝在房里哪里都不去。我可以穿上礼服端庄的在社交场所与人打交道，也可以疯狂的做很怪异的事情吓人。

I am really bad when comes to describing myself. I always found hard to find "the word" to describe who and how exactly I am.. It's because I am always be a different person in different scenario. I can be mature when talking about life and goals in future but I can be a childish girl, who keep talking with animals at the road side. I can be incredibly active, running up and down like a horse while I can also stay in my room for the whole week doing nothing. I can dress up and social with people in social events yet on the other hand, I can be such a silly girl doing all silly stuff, which normally scare people quite a lot!

不同的人对我有各种不同的见解，这东西见仁见智，关键在于你了解我多少。我从小到大的生活圈子里，每天都有几万双眼睛盯着我看，有人想看我怎么表演，有人想看我笑话，每天有几万只手指在向我指着，永远对我品头论足。我盲目了，甚至已经会笑着面对所有好与不好的评论，因为我完全不在乎，不会理会，不会回应。

There are various of opinion and comment from different people about me, depends on how well you know me. Since the day I born, there are so many eyes staring at me all the time, so many fingers pointing at me and giving unnecessary opinions that I will never buy. I am used to it, and very good in ignoring all of them (so proud of myself :D) 

我不会因为今天别人说了什么我不爱听的话难受，因为浪费时间。亦不会今天做了任何一件事情被别人夸奖而开心，因为我真正要交代的是我自己。我做的每件事情，不为任何一个人，任何声音。。

I dont have any feeling with those negative comments cause it's just wasting of time. At the same time, I wont feel happy when people are giving me their compliments about something that I've done well. Everything that I am doing is not for anyone but myself.

对于那些我不想看到的人或事，我是个很好的瞎子；那些我不想听的八卦，我是瞬间变成聋子！

I have to say, for those people or things that I dont wanna see, I am totally a blind person. For those stupid gossips and things, which are nothing about me, I can turn to a deaf person in a sec.

我的人生，我对得起自己和家人，能够向自己交代，过得了自己那一关，就行了。其他人？走开啦。。

For my own life, I do whatever I feel right and good, as long as I am happy. Other people? Excuse me please...

这是我。

This is the way I am...

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With Love,

J.C.

P.s

我在往人生的梦想和目标前进，寻找自己能创造生命里的每一个可能。。

或许我变了，变得更强大，变得更无敌。。

但是在我的内心深处，我还是我。。那个勇于幻想，勇敢去梦的我，那个坚持自己信念的我，那个无时无刻都被爱和幸福包围着的我，那个永远被所有我爱的人祝福的我。。

I am now moving on and on, searching every single possible that I can make in my life..

Though I might change outside, becoming stronger, tougher..

But inside of me, I am still the girl who loves and dare to dream, who retain her own faith, who surrounded by love and luck, who blessed by so many people that I love...

我永远是生来好命的人，无论是二十年前的，还是二十年后。。我很愿意分享一部分的幸运和爱给所有爱我的人。。就像你。。

I am always the lucky one, no matter 20 years ago or 20 years later... And I always love to dedicate some part of my luck and love to those people who loves me so much.. like you...

Xoxo